Learning more about myself and I'm not liking it one bit. There's just so much of me that needs fixing and changing that I get intimidated by it all. There are always standards. And to discover that I am so far from those standards not only hurts to digest but it has left me like a wounded puppy. Lame and damaged. Haha. But praise the Lord for He has not left me helpless. Help is on the way and help is here. Now, if only I would take the time to receive the healing, pruning, and breaking...
I want so much to change from the inside out. But mostly I find myself scrambling for methods on how to change. Too much speculating and not enough doing. Damn that always gets to me. My Faith and Deeds. Yes, oh yes.
Inside my heart God I long to know you. More and more.
I love you more each year. Thank you for that. Thank you for allowing me to know you better each day regardless of what I have done.
And with that, Happy New Year to you all.
Love an,
Anxious, torn, and excited Christine.
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