Don't ask me what's wrong, ask me what's right.

I have this annoying habit of playing songs I really really enjoy on repeat for the following two weeks. I do it until I know every last word and every dip and low and high and zzziing of the song. When we were younger my brother used to always complain about it and mutter mean things to me but never did I care. I shall continue to spoil myself in this way. Anyways my current annoying habit is stuck on, Carried to the Table by Leeland

I don't know why I am inclined to such sappy/emo Christian songs. But I just love them! 

I need to fix my stock lens or purchase a new one because my hands are bored. iPhone I accept you and you are highly commendable but I must revert to my ol' pal. Hmm... I do think it is time to invest in a new lens. Yay there goes $500+. 

Today was a day of acceptance. Today I have come to accept the way things are. Someone once said, "You are exactly where God wants you to be." I never quite believed that until today. Until I realized I've been working hard to get to where I thought I needed to be, when where I need to be is right here. Right here and right now. Of course there's a great great great part of me that needs restoration and improvement but I will no longer push myself and freak out. I am going to learn to be still. I am going to learn to be like a child and trust in Him. It's odd really because I know all these things and much more in my head but my heart never accepted it. Today I have accepted. Right now I am accepted.

It's something the human mind cannot register fully. We can never understand why we are accepted and how... but we totally are. Completely. It's a beautiful thing you know. It's beautiful to be accepted by The Creator. He accepts me for the way I am. The stupid and bratty girl that I am. 

So many things are changing (excessively at times to the point where I become a mindless nutso).

I always get strangely excited for the next day. Maybe because itsaaa new one and unpredictable as well. Hee I'm so mysterious. Just kidding. Dumb.

Good night. 

You are accepted.

Love,
me.